Like a child at Christmas

We are staying in a hotel by Fertility Partnership tonight. They are calling for 6 inches of snow and we didn't want to take any chances. We are now curled up, watching the snow fall while watching American Idol. I feel so relaxed and centered right now.

I do, however, feel like a child waiting for Christmas morning. I just can't wait to see how many eggs we get tomorrow. I'll be honest...it would really help me to relax if I knew we had enough eggs to freeze some. It's like an insurance policy. I know that we will never do another IVF retrieval. This process has been hard on me...emotionally and physically. I'm not complaining at all. I'm thankful for the opportunity. It's just the reality of it. So, if we don't have frozen embryos and if the procedure should happen to be unsuccessful, we would really be done...for good. So, you can see why frozen embryos are important to us. (I still haven't perfected the "staying positive" thing.)

But, enough of that. It IS going to work, so it won't matter!! Then we will need those frozen embryos to grow our family later.

Thanks for all of the prayers and baby dust.