I am happy to report that I believe I have turned the page on this January cycle. I believe all of the meds are officially out of my system. I am not having any pain or other physical symptoms. As of today, I feel much more emotionally stable. One might dare to say that I am back to my old self.
One of the very first things I wrote when I started this blog was, "We are not an infertile couple. We are a happily married, constantly busy, fun-loving couple who just happens to be infertile." However, for the past few months I have felt like the infertile couple again. I allowed myself to forget the most imporant things...that we ARE an extremely happily married couple who loves to have fun and always stays busy. I was immersed in infertility. Today, for the first time in a while, I no longer feel that way.
So, what are we going to do? Well, for starters, we are going to have a fantastic weekend. We are spending time with friends tonight and enjoying a wonderful date night tomorrow. We are going to start putting things back together and moving forward. What are we going to do regarding infertility? We do not know. We are meeting with Dr. Simckes in a couple of weeks to debrief this cycle. What went wrong? Could anything have changed the outcome? Where do we go from here?
I love you all for your wonderful support. I'll keep in touch as we decide what to do next.
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