Christmas Gift

Jack and I bought ourselves a fantastic Christmas gift today.  We paid our deposit and secured a spot in the January IVF.  I can't think of a better way to start the new year!  At first we thought January was too soon, but what are we waiting for?  We have waited almost 10 years already.

I'm a realist.  My strongest defense mechanism has always been to prepare for the worst.  I usually have a plan B...and I usually have a plan C in case plan B doesn't work.  Instead of preparing for the worst this time, I have made the decision (thanks to a wise and spiritual co-worker) to prepare for the best!  I have decided to visualize a positive pregnancy test.  I'm visualizing what our lives will be like when this IVF works.  We don't have a plan B.  We are faithful and positive and hopeful for the first time in a long time.